By NatashaT1994
1 years ago

Past few weeks

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So past few weeks I haven't exactly been active. Here's why:

1. My seizures are becoming more regular. When I had my first grand Mal within 3 months well I didn't have the best reaction. My back and shoulders were sore for days. The usual headache was worse. The day after I just lay on my bed with my eyes closed. I couldn't look at my phone of the TV so basically I just lay for hours and hours on end with my eyes closed. My appetite became very high. I was always hungry no matter how much I ate or what I ate about 10 minutes later I would be hungry again.

2. I had to drop out of college. My mums fault. She said I had to pay back the loan right away with added interest. I knew I had to pay it back. So I dropped out after being convinced. I had to tell the job centre and get put onto full time job search instead of part time and the guy who saw me told me that most people who take out a loan don't end up paying it back because you got to earn atleast 20k -24k a year. So that pissed me off. I thought so but urgh I got so mad at my mum.

3. I got denied Personal Independent Payment. Their questionnaire for me questioned me PHYSICALLY not MENTALLY. Like if I can feed myself, dress myself, wash myself ect....Epilepsy doesn't challenge you physically but mentally.

4. This past weekend I was ill. I had to go out on Friday and well it was nice weather at first so I didn't wear a jacket, just a jumper. Then it started bucketing down and I got drenched and became very cold.

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Smokey2017 Hey Natasha1994 so sorry to hear you been poorly and that you are going through a rough patch in yr life
We are all here for you
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LiaF7 I do think that Epilepsy does challenge you physically as well.
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Smokey2017 My mum used to suffer with epilepsy
It was scary then
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Alex Take care of you darling.. I'm here if u need.. as you know I'm epileptic too 😔 big kisses
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Smokey2017 I never knew that @alex
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NatashaT1994 I never knew that @Alex so sorry to hear that.
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Alex We had a few private messages about it.. remember?
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Smokey2017 Wish they could find cure for all of it
Epilepsy diabetes arthritis cancer
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Maydelene Ohh sad...
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NatashaT1994 @Alex Oh yeah. Sorry. Memory is quite bad.Yeah. I remember you saying that and us having a convo.
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