My anxiety
I recently had to STOP looking thru my Facebook feed due to all the babies, children, pregnant women, and pregnancy baby related advertisements. One of my panic attack "triggers" is the fear of becoming pregnant. Even tho I am on birth control and my man and I are careful.
This fear started in 2016 after my grandma passed away, why it happened I do not know. But every three weeks out of the month are a living hell, to see if I will get my cycle and be deemed "NOT pregnant"
i know it may seem silly to a lot of you, but to me its a legit anxiety. You have no idea how long it takes me to fall asleep, or how distracted I get from watching TV or doing whatever all because of this stupid panic trigger.
Sometimes I wish I was in a coma so I didn't have to deal with all this stress.,
Because the pain in loosing a loved one can be lighter with the gain of another life with a different type of love (child) .
I am sorry... I am being annoying. Sorry. It's my maternal side seeing you are troubled and wanting to help, but I know i'm not able.
www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/the-women-who-are-terrified-of-pregnancy-a7509521.html
I am the father of five young men, three women and two men, three of them, two women and one man, I have been given seven grandchildren.
But also as a man of God, believer of YHVH God, God of the Bible, and considering that most existential problems such as fears are the product of the emptiness that produces the lack of faith in the living God, God the Creator and giver of life, God of the Hebrews, of Abraham, of Moses, of Isaac and of Jacob, God and Father of the Lord Jesus Christ, I recommend that you approach him through the believing prayer and the reading and meditation of His Word contained in the Bible, His Will revealed to men for these difficult times in which the world becomes increasingly confused, dark, convulsed, corrupt and chaotic.
Existential fears, whatever they may be, can be overcome through the Christian faith. You have faith or you are afraid.
Look at what the Scripture says to young people: "Humble yourself, then, under the mighty hand of God, so that he [God] exalts you when the time is, throwing all your anxiety on him, because he wants to take care of you" ( 1 Peter 5: 6-7)
YHVH God wants you to trust in Him your fears, your anxieties, your worries. The fears, the anxieties, are preoccupations that divide the mind, distract it, disturb it, but the Father God wants the liberation of all those who seek Him and approach Him as His children, to project upon Him their fears, anxieties, worries and conflicts.
There is always the possibility of suffering harm or disappointment in life, however, the Word of God says "So put your worries in the hands of God, because he cares for you"