I need to sleep like a human not like an animal ?

I would like to be able to sleep properly again someday, but it seems a bit distant when that person you should call mother but who is not, nor feels it, and treats you like trash, does not buy a new mattress or leaves you buy yourself a second-hand mattress.

A new mattress costs approximately € 300, the cheapest.

One option that I proposed was to spread a mat on the floor and sleep like a Japanese futon, but the lady does not allow it either.

It's your house, it's your standards and each new day reminds us that we're here to borrow and that the street is very close.

I'm not looking forward to January and be able to buy a box spring at last. It will be a car for my birthday.
After 3 years sleeping badly I can finally sleep like a baby.