Saying Goodbye

Saying goodbye is hard, it's even harder when that goodbye has to come at an unexpected turn in the road. Last night, (16th Septemeber 2018) I had to say goodbye to not one more two of my little babies.

As some of you know I love my animals and I'm close with every pet I own, last night around 4 pm I went to feed my two pure black cats like I do every day when I found my youngest one (Angel) unable to move her back legs and blind. I quickly scoped her up into my arms and called my mum to help me, I'd seen this before a couple years ago with three of my other cats. Then 15 minutes later I went to call my other two in for dinner and only my black and white one appeared. I went out into the garden to find my second pure black on in the same state as Angel, I picked him up and carried him inside,

I spent an hour on the phone to different emergency vets that wouldn't let me come and see them because I don't get paid until the end of the month until finally, one let us come and see them.

Unforutently it was too late for our little furbaby Angel as she had passed away on the ride to the vets in my brother's arms. We raced to the hospital to try and help Salem only to be told he was just in as much pain as Angel who had been fitting a lot on the ride there. I had to make the decision to have him put down, which if you're any pet owner you know it's one of the hardest decisions to make. We all said our goodbyes and he was laid down to rest whilst in my mum's arms.

This procedure is costing me £263 in total which I have to pay in the next 30 days before a debt collector is called to my house. I was never told this part until after someone had seen me, I'm currently trying to find out if I can pay in monthly instalments as I do not work due to my anxiety

I'm putting this out here to warn other people about the dangers of putting out antifreeze or slug pellets. But this wasn't just a one-off occurrence this has happened many many times in my area and we've phoned the police to report the incident. Whoever it is finding sick joy in taking away other people's pets/ family members, I hope Karama finds you and bites you in the ass. I've never been able to understand how people can be so cruel to others, and other things around them.

But, R.I.P Angel and Salem you will forever be in my heart and I will never ever forget you. xoxo Leigh