My cat kacey - Missing you

I havent written about my little black cat that was my furr of joy, since he passed away I found it very difficult to accept that he was actually gone. I have had dreams every night since he had passed but almost on a spiritual level. Where i would see a random black cat and i had went up to him and asked him, like on the same day we met 'do I know you are you for me...?' I wanted to make sure it was my kacey i was seeing in the dream and not any other random cat. SO he jumped on me with joy, placed his little furry head in my neck and started purring then proceeded to put his paws over my shoulders. When kacey was conforting or protecting me, he'd always put his paw on my face or lay across my neck...how I miss him so.

Since the day kacey hyman departed this world, he died in front of the ones he loved, before the vet opened. I love him so much, he knows I do, and I know he would want me to persue unversity to not give up and live in honour of him. As I write this article to you all I find myself tearing up, because he was there for me through thick and through thin. When i had depression, when I had ptsd, when I was at my most depressed, he was the only thing that made me happy. "And I hope that in my dreams I will always see you sore across the sky, because in my heart there is always a place for your kacey for all my life. I keep apart of you in me and everywhere I am there you'll be" (Faith Hill, There you'll be). Goodbye my dear friend, I will never, ever forget you.

Above shows a pic of me when i had depression, I didnt want to live anymore and kacey was my only reassurance. Im sorry if this article offends anyone, but he will always be in my heart and apart of my world. And I do hope youre watching over me in cat heaven and youre no longer in pain because i love you so much and im so sorry i couldnt help you when you died i love you kacey, and i miss you so much.