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8 years ago

what did i do to deserve a farther like you everytime you made out everyone was bad or did something wrong its  turned out it  was you all along it was you who did or said  something bad there are people out there who cant even have children which is devastating but growing up with a  farther  like  you actually made me realise  what a terrible person you are i was stupid enough to fall for your lies and believe every single thing you said . From day one people realized who you really were and it took my this long to find out that  what people were saying about you was true.

i am ashamed to  call you my farther what farther would put there family through something so though if i  realized sooner  you would off been gone straight away in a way its my fault because if i  listened to people  in the first  place  it would be okay. I  never wanted to think it was all  true i just  wanted to be  like every other  family. I use  to  stick  up for you and help  you but  all along you manipulated me.

Now i know who you truly are and that you  don't deserve to be called a  farther when it comes to farther day comes it means nothing to me anymore nothing but i want you to realise that you mean nothing to me anymore your name makes me fume i can't even  walk the streets and not have fear  that  i would bump into  you because you  are nothing to me i can't believe i was brought up around you  but you  are a horrible  person and  now  i know the real truth about you no one  like you should be a farther i would do anything to have a  farther in my life but if that means you  not being in my life then i will cope i don't need  a farther  like you in my  life i have other family  and  friends to help me get through  things your suppose to guide me through  but the  funny  thing  is you have 9 kids  and  none of them need you  from me being the  oldest they  do not need you  in there life to be honest  i am  glad  it wasn't any other the 8 kids that had to  go through  it but  i am  disappointed they knew what you  like earlier  then me but no one need someone  like you  no one  don't think you can wiggle back in our life because  i  know for sure  i don't want anything to  do with  you to me i  don't have a farther some people need to  realise  they  are  lucky to have a farther and to the ones who don't have a farther  you can get  through  life just keep your head held high .

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ze2000 › I know some people that are in a similar situation... It's good that at least you can talk and be so open about it!

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littlechrissy16 › aw i hope they get through it and tbh people need to be open it feel 10 times better then it did before

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bee › littlechrissy16 I hear you. Do the best you can in life (I'm sure you are), prove to your father that you are nothing like him. However when I was growing up my parents used to always tell me off and tell me "don't do this, don't do that, don't go there, don't even breath". And now that I'm older I realised that they only wanted to protect me and guide me through the ugliness that the world holds and hides. I am greatful for the things they said to me and the tough conversations they had with me.

In your case it might be similar or much much worse and your father might just be down right rotten. We are all here for you if you want to ever talk

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ze2000 › They moved on just by accepting the situation. They focused on the people that did care. I suppose the key is that you need to accept life as it comes. Life is too short to be worrying about the "what if..." or regretting decisions made in the past. You move forward all the time.

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littlechrissy16 › thank you bee

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bee › You're welcome @littlechrissy16

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Borderline › Sorry to hear that, do as @bee said and keep fighting, just show him that you are so much better than him!

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littlechrissy16 › Thank you @borderline

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Borderline › No problem, always that you need we can talk!

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littlechrissy16 › Thank. You

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8 years ago

when i was 12/13 i was diagnosed with anerexia this is a eating disorder where people keep there body weight as low as possible this could be becasue of a low self-esteme. i restric the amount of food i have and always exercise due to this eating disorder when i was a young i was really fussy e... Read more