Tears
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When was the last time you cried? When was the last time you cried so hard it's difficult to stop it?
Last week I had a terrible dream. I dreamt about my dead parents and I cried in my sleep. I woke up with tears in my eyes and recalling my dream made me tear up even more. I allowed myself to cry, I was sobbing. The emotion was there. The pain of losing them is still there. After 27 years, remembering what happened to them still hurts.
I was just 13. I just turned 13 when both my parents were taken away from me. I was young to understand how it really was to lose my parents. At that time I thought they just went away on vacation and they'd eventually come back.
As years go by, I was missing their presence. I grew up with no parental guidance, but my mom's advice, words of wisdom and her discipline lingered on in my head. I didn't want to disappoint them. I lived a life trying to please my dead parents.
I know thy are proud of me and what I have become. I may not have been a perfect doctor but I tried to live the way they wanted me too.
I miss them.
*image from pixabay
#originalcontent by #frenchqueen
Last week I had a terrible dream. I dreamt about my dead parents and I cried in my sleep. I woke up with tears in my eyes and recalling my dream made me tear up even more. I allowed myself to cry, I was sobbing. The emotion was there. The pain of losing them is still there. After 27 years, remembering what happened to them still hurts.
I was just 13. I just turned 13 when both my parents were taken away from me. I was young to understand how it really was to lose my parents. At that time I thought they just went away on vacation and they'd eventually come back.
As years go by, I was missing their presence. I grew up with no parental guidance, but my mom's advice, words of wisdom and her discipline lingered on in my head. I didn't want to disappoint them. I lived a life trying to please my dead parents.
I know thy are proud of me and what I have become. I may not have been a perfect doctor but I tried to live the way they wanted me too.
I miss them.
*image from pixabay
#originalcontent by #frenchqueen
Somebody97 › Oh
cathydkreations › Thank you for sharing I cannot even begin to imagine your pain. But from meeting you here I would say they would be proud of the young woman you have become. God Bless you and I'm happy to call you my friend ❤??❤??❤
AnceAne › So sorry for your loss..
Melsdename › Oh sweetie, I am so very sorry you had to endure so much at a young age. Just know that they are near and dear to you in your heart. You are in my prayers. Love to you honey.
Violeta › Very nice article
soncee › Oh dear so sorry ?
Deliana › Oh, so sad, sweetie! Praying God to send you only nice dreams! ???
Deliana › Hello, my dears Toni & Danie! Wishing you a happy Monday & a blessed new week! ???
maca1 › Oh dear
fortune › I know you pain, I also miss my dad that dear years ago. i still remember his smile, his hugs, his hand caressing my hair. I miss him a lot. but I still have my mom, and I only can imagine what the pain it is to loose them both. be strong, may they are in better world now. ?
frenchqueen › Thank you. I believe they are in a better world and someday we will be together again. ❤️❤️❤️@fortune
carmen3521 › So sorry!!!?