A Silly Little Rant

If you follow me you know I do a lot of ranting on my articles so this is nothing new here. But, if you're new to my profile let me just start off by saying Hi there.

I suffer from Anxiety and depression, most days it's hard for me to get out of bed in the morning and some days I just lay there staring at the ceiling praying that I'll never have to move. My anxiety stops me leaving the house and my depression makes me sleepy. I'm currently looking for any kind of money help I can get since I've been deemed 'Unfit for work' by the doctors after three suicide attempts.

I'm looking for online work and from what I've looked I can't find a single thing, can someone explain to me why? I know that 'this generation relies too much on the internet' but some of us can't leave the house without someone by our side and some days I can't even get out of bed without my mum being there every step of the way. I constantly have to have someone with me so I'm not bedridden and never move again.
There isn't a single good help for anxiety and depression site that's free, there's no help for getting jobs with us we're just thrown into the back of the list and we're supposed to try and survive on £57 a week which yes is enough but when you can't even get that money because you can't speak to people it's hard.